RabidInsomniac

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Entwined new post in long time by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Entwined new post in long time

I to one feeling such as this, Entwined within my heart doth beat. One touch one kiss That sweeps the wind beneath my feet. Ere bloom of depth pursue thy soul, Thy heart grows deep within the brush. Yet the flicker of life from a gem so dull, Can turn cold stone to blush. Such things do souls entwined must be, In lightness and in dark. For the lingering crow* watches thee And sings to the sorrowed lark I to one feeling such as this That takes such time to grow. Think not of how it exists – But that it is just so.

Tomorrow's another day by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Tomorrow's another day

Tomorrow's another day "Wait for me you guys, I'm almost ready." I can't believe they are even contemplating to leave for the concert without me! No, they wouldn't, they couldn't…Mom would kill my Brother if they did! I grabbed my coat and my purse and ran out the door just in time to see the red truck move slowly to the stop sign and turn the corner. "I told you they said they were leaving" My Mother said nonchalantly. "Well, you heard me, I was almost ready, they could have waited" I whined and with an irate sigh and sat on the corner of the sidewalk. I was looking forward to this concert so much…if I had only had my license for 6

Molarity by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Molarity

I flit I fly, In the land of the unknown I live I die But nothing could postpone The end that is near Yet the light seems so far Stricken by fear Yet admired from afar To die is to dream Of a place we call home To dream it seems Is to not be alone To laugh is to cry While we keep on living Our life passes us by And we continue giving And through that sleep We find a way To sink in deep Thinking of better days Yet we all awaken Back into reality Hoping we were mistaken Afraid of our own morality.

In the mind of a troubled teen by RabidInsomniac, literature

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In the mind of a troubled teen

I can't take it no I just can't I have found that now my heart cannot make amends To cry is so weak selfish and pointless so why do I continue and hurt myself like this? Alright, it was getting better but now it's not A twisted turn I'm overwhelmed I gave up eating today hoping maybe this will work yes, I think I'm fat so...? There's nothing wrong with that depression clouding my thoughts I wanted to talk ...but it seemed no one cared no one noticed the same as freshmen year when I need help the most I notice that everyone else is busy but that's okay I'll just cry myself to sleep again Music is

This Is Who I Am by RabidInsomniac, literature

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This Is Who I Am

In the beginning of my junior year our English teacher, Mr. Bourgea, had asked a very interesting question, "what is poetry" and to that I could not give an exact answer.... I never could quite understand what poetry was to me but...as I sit here and listen to the sounds around me I find that this poetry is a chance for escape as the words fill the blank page I find that my soul has gone, piece by piece, into these stanzas which show my heart in its true form bright and beautiful colors flash before my eyes and a swirl of emotion comes rapidly as I try to find the words which could never compare to the thoughts that float in my eve

My First Kiss by RabidInsomniac, literature

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My First Kiss

And I to one feeling such as this This moment that has been captured... ...within my being One touch, one kiss One hello ...and one thousand endless goodbyes But you still feel gone with endless tears to consume my every fear of loss I succumb to a feeling... ...that I could never fathom I took one look in your eyes And fell 100 years falling into your arms and back into the abyss... ...of your soft hazel eyes I fell into a feeling such as this when you leaned towards me.... softly giving me my first kiss.

Vulnerable by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Vulnerable

Vulnerable, I've found myself so vulnerable now I'm naked and alone, yet I don't know how Where did this feeling come from? When? Why? Never before do I recall wanting to die... Useless, yes that's the word of how I feel Everything here is just so surreal That I cannot understand where is my place And seem to walk at this…negative pace Longing, I've been doing that a lot as of late To the point that everything I have come to hate Wishing now that for me there was something more But…I had my chance, opportunity shut its door. Never have I had this much pain and strife To the point I wanted to end my life But maybe, this is just s

You'll find me by RabidInsomniac, literature

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You'll find me

you will find me... where? where the wind will blow the sweet perfume of your memory towards the sun and I shall never forget this day for this day is forver trapped inside my beaming heart, connected to the mind which, without this one thought will be blown into oblivion I remember the smile, the look in your eyes and that was when I had finally realized that possibly we were in a moment of bliss and that this moment you would never want to miss but then the memory begins to fade and as it fades it all grows black and suddenly... suddenly I realize... that well, you were never there and....that memory, the memory i held so

We just move on by RabidInsomniac, literature

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We just move on

this week has been filled with droning chatter and the people arguing with mindless blather annoyed upset confused and bemused but no matter for we just move on we just move on

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Forgotten emotion by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Forgotten emotion

Behind my walls of liquid black I close my eyes and try to relax Though I have closed off all my emotion It comes crashing back like an acid ocean I am aware now I was wrong I am aware now, I don't belong I tried to help you but I wasn't good enough I tried to save you but for that I had to be tough As the rain crashed down upon my broken soul Images flood through my mind out of control Blackened tears of a heartless mind From memories that were left behind I am aware now I was wrong I am aware now, I don't belong I tried to help you but I wasn't good enough I tried to save you but for that I had to be tough So filled with emo

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Coma by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Coma

Darkness fades over my eyes, The darkness that I despise. It sends cold chills down my spine, Where the sun it never shines. In my mind I hear it call, Past the darkness I recall. "Come my child to the light, Come out of this endless night" Suddenly I see a beam, A beam of light clearly gleamed. So I reached out to the light And my hand went out of sight. The light pulled me towards the sky, And I knew I'd finally die…

Vision of a song by RabidInsomniac, literature

When I die by RabidInsomniac, literature

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When I die

I honostly don't care what happens when I die Everything just seems like one universal lie My soul wants to explode with feelings of regret About how my sin has brought me to heavenly debt Yet even if I were to be a good This is something I never understood I would be stuck in hell for not believing And loom in despair, only grieving Even if I were to believe that there was god This is the part stuck me as quite odd If Jesus was a man I did not think true That would cause me to go to hell too I honostly don't care what happens when I die Everything just seems like one universal lie...

Enlightenment by RabidInsomniac, literature

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Enlightenment

I thought I was sad and alone, That I really had no home That I was a loser, a fraud, a fake, Someone that no one would take. But now I know that that's not true For I could never do something as horrible as you So I sit up tall and brightly smile Something I haven't done in a while You brought out the confidence in me When you took my heart and ripped it out of me You made me realize, everything in life is not great And happiness won't come if you just sit and wait But don't think that all of this was you For really it was my great friends too Though it was your act of unkindly deeds It was my friends that made me finally fre

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Deja Vu by dragonorion, literature

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Deja Vu

Skies turned slowly Lifting off to the side Slipping slowly, spinning out of control Clouds spun as if from frayed silk Blew away in the wind only the treetops felt The sun drowned It's golden light now a purplish hue A royalty of the skies dusken Masked amidst stradivarius Uncaring, unseeing, unheeding glistening eyes Silhouette stiletto Weathered unmatched Sighing, bid farewell; descended No longer familiar

Where is the freedom? by smokeyjoe50, literature

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Where is the freedom?

Freedom, A funny word, Said by so many, Yet understood by so few. What is freedom? Some say we are free, We have choices, We can live how we like, Work how we like, Worship how we like. Is this freedom? I watch the news, And I read the papers, I see stories of this freedom, I see two men, So in love yet not allowed to marry, I see unemployment figures rise. And I see, One nation, One religion, Yet two different parts, So similar in outsiders eyes, Yet so different in theirs, It riles them to violence. I have heard of this so-called freedom, In posters, And speeches, And wars. But these are merely paper, And voices

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Deviant for 20 years
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Favourite genre of music: indie rock

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Coheed and Cambria

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts/All Final Fantasy games ; )

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2

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my nonsensical thoughts jumbled onto the screen

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music, poetry, broadway

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RabidInsomniac

Aug 4, 2004

::In a life of disrupted memories::

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Alas upon my life of shaded black I realize my life has come back as memories flood through crimson dreams sacred thoughts are tainted with evil schemes Welcome to my world.... To read a story I'm writing click the http://silentpsychosis.deviantart.com/journal/1116230/ To see some awesome people go to my other account's journal by clicking the http://silentpsychosis.deviantart.com/journal/1105500/ go to my artist page :blackrose:~silentpsychosis (https://www.deviantart.com/silentpsychosis):blackrose: things im involved in: :iconlivingpoetsociety: :iconlost-souls: :iconda-x: :icon-drakoneara-: PLEASE JOIN :iconworkgroups:  it's very awesome. my group: - morbidflight (https://www.deviantart.com/morbidflight)

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leandrotlz

Dec 14, 2004

Season Greetings

December is here, and the year is nearly over. In just a couple of weeks we'll be heading into a new year full of promise. May the final weeks of 2004 be full of joy, peace, and hope for the new year!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

"Xmas time is the only time when belief in a fat burglar, tiny little people with pointy ears, and an omisiant stalker watching to see if your bad or good is not considered crazy."

livingpoetsociety

Sep 1, 2004

Please see our latest journal.

Infrunitas

Aug 5, 2004

Don't mind me. I'm just an admirer of true pieces expressing the writer's soul (nothing is more beautiful).

Hay there!

hey im in the same group as you.just thought id say hi. cool page

LPSworkshop

May 14, 2004

"Ah one two, one two, this thing on? yeh? ok so"
*ahem*

"Member of livingpoetsociety hello. In the unfortunate eventuality of you not being aware of LPSWorkshop we are here today to inform you."

"Have a poem you feel just isn't one of your best? Would you like some honest critique on your work other than "i like it." "Its good."? Of course you do, no one's perfect. Thats why LPS have set up [link] ."

*Cheesy Salesman Grin*

"Come to LPSWorkshop today ( [link] ) Guarenteed to make your poetry better or your money back!"

*greendragon

dragonorion

Oct 14, 2003

Thanks so much for the +fav, it really means a lot to me.

~Orion